“What about me?”

I feel like I tried so many things to make myself feel better but nothing works anymore. So I am going to write down some of my thoughts here.

 

I am an 18 years old Romanian boy who is suffering from depression. I’ve been struggling for a while now. I have days I’m perfectly fine, all happy but then I get those days I can’t even think of one thing that makes me smile. I have an amazing life, I am so grateful for all the things I have and the things I’ve seen. However, I keep having these thoughts in my mind that I need to share my happiness with someone.  So I’ve been trying to get in a relationship for so long now and it never works out. So I am going to try and change my goal. I will not focus again on trying to get in a relationship but on one other thing that makes me very happy. I want to start travelling more and more. Is going to be very hard since I have no money at all. But I want to see a lot more of this world and meet new people so I can distract myself from all these depressing thoughts.

 

I will try my best and keep an update on this blog and also on my photography travel page on Instagram at @klm.travel

Until then I will insert the lyrics of a song that I’ve been listening to a lot lately:

Dreamgirls – Patience

I know you have questions
Same ones as me
How long has it been?
How long will it be?

When will come the morning
To drive the night away?
When will come the morning
Of a brighter day?

Patience, little sisters
Patience, little brothers
Patience, patience
Take each other by the hand

Patience, little sisters
Patience, little brothers
Let us walk together
To the Promised Land

There’s a river to cross
And a mountain to climb
Patience, patience
It’s gonna take some time

We must walk in peace
It’s the only way
If we want to see the morning
Of a brighter day

Patience, little sisters
Patience, little brothers
Patience, patience
We’re gonna find a way

Patience, little sisters
Patience, little brothers
Until the morning
Of a brighter day, hey

Patience, patience
‘Til that brighter day
Patience, patience
‘Til that brighter day

 

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