If I need to go through another event like this one to be able to write something on my blog, no thank you.
In my entire life, I never had the chance to break up with someone. Until today. How does it feel? Wrong. It feels like something I shouldn’t have done. But the reason I did it was because once I read a quote saying “Don’t hold on to whatever doesn’t want to be held by you”. And I guess holding on to this, was a lot easier than let it go. You wouldn’t go through all those emotions. One reason why I don’t want to write this is because I don’t want to hear people saying “Guys shouldn’t feel emotions like this”. Well, trust me, they do
One reason why I don’t want to write this is because I don’t want to hear people saying “Guys shouldn’t feel emotions like this”. Well, trust me, they do, but they would never show it. Or if they really don’t show those emotions of sadness, loneliness that means they never cared about you hard enough to be affected by you. I show those emotions because I care, and I don’t care what people will say.
When you love someone, one of the biggest fears is losing them. Even though at one point in life, you will lose them, and that will happen because of different reasons, maybe you don’t feel love anymore or the person dies, or like me, you’re not loved anymore. So if you don’t feel that feeling of love anymore, there is no point to force it. Maybe taking a break would be the best thing. I don’t know.
Should I say something smart, something like “don’t cry because is over, smile because it happened”. Nah, those things annoy me so much. Cry if you need to, or smile if you want to, but realise that it’s not your fault the things happened like this.